blame the Mercury?!?

... it's amazing how quickly things can change. One minute I am feeling happy as happy I can be , the next moment - like life has no meaning at all! That's pretty much how these past few days have been! It's Mercury retrograde - hmm, should I blame it to Mercury?
It has been such a wild ride this past year in my life... staying in this country unplanned, moving from place to place, reconnecting with yoga, radio show, book, my eco-friendly transport... those are just few "new" things.
This past year has been such a unique year and I have been "forced" to have trust on the deeper level than I ever thought I would be. It's like - Universe makes sure that there are no other options and only one would be - TRUST!
I have come to the point in my life, now, where I feel like I have done all I could, the best I could and I am ready to claim the heavenly gifts that I deserve. I am sure we all go through changes from time to time, some of them are longer, some shorter... changes always bring some gifts - some of them expected, some - unexpected. The unexpected usually are more fun as they come as surprise!
Anyhow - I am in the middle of sorting out my dreams, doing inventory in my dreams these days. Some of the "old" ones have not come true and I do feel like it's time to get new ones.
Lots of sadness has been coming up lately as well... have been going into each situation separately but then realized, it's sadness in general. I am asking angels to help me let go of this sadness and have experienced more sadness appear: when I let go of one thing, sadness about it leaving has appeared... so one big sadness circle!
And it's good! It's important to let go of old (even if it might feel not so easy to do so at times) in order for new to come in.
I am asking angels, fairies, my dear friends dragons to surround me and everyone else who has been in this space during times of changes, with love and Light, help to be who we are and act from the deepest place of love in any situation, help to see clearly and let go of anything that doesn't serve us anymore, welcome the new and embrace changes! This or something better... and so it is! Thank you :)!
in Love, Light and Gratitude! ReGina